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Starting Anew (4/?)
Chapter 4
Alex held Big Bird tightly to his chest and slept quietly in his bed. He let out a soft whimper and rolled over. He was dreaming.
He was sitting on the floor playing with a loud toy while his moms friend slept on the couch. He was supposed to be watching him but he kept falling asleep. Alex pushed a button on the toy and let out a high pitched laugh when the toy came to life. He was so entranced by the toy he never saw the man rise from the couch. The high pitch laughter transformed into a scream of pain then tears as pain blossomed on his back. The man yelled something at him he really couldn't hear or understand over his own crying. The man yanked him up and covered his mouth and made angry shushing sounds.
When the tears didn't stop the man took Alex into the bathroom. Alex cried hoping that his mom would come. Why wasn't she coming. She always came when he cried. The man took off his clothes and put him in the bathtub. The man turned on the water. It was so cold. Alex screamed louder and tried to climb out of the tub. The man slapped him on the arm and yelled more angry words. The man looked around and grabbed a cup that was always in the bathroom. He scooped a cup full of water and held it over Alex's head.
Alex’s body jerked in his sleep from fear and the rolled over again when his dream changed.
Alex held his mother’s purse in one hand and rifled through her make-up with the other. He had make-up on his fingers, face, and the floor. He flinched and looked up at the sharp sound of his name from his mother’s lips. He dropped the tube of lipstick that was in his hand and walked over to his mom to hug her. He let out a grunt when he fell to his butt when she shoved past him to look at the mess he had made.
He could tell she was angry by the way she was yelling and her arms were flailing about. He didn’t even have time to be scared when she grabbed him by the arm and spanked him. He screamed when her hand made contact. She never hit him that hard. He cried and said no over and over. He knew she was telling him to stop crying but he couldn’t, it hurt too much. He looked up when the bad man came into the room. He tried to hide behind his mom but the man picked him up and carried him out of the room.
The man took him to his room and sat him on the floor. He shut the blinds then turned off the light. The man said words to Alex before he slammed the door shut, leaving him alone in the dark.
****
“So how was your date?” Chad asked while placing a plate of chicken fingers in front of Alex.
“It wasn’t a date.” Jared said with a roll of his eyes.
“Could’ve fooled me. I mean everyone answers the door without clothes on.” Chad said with a smile.
“It was an accident the towel fell.”
Chad rolled his eyes. “And I fell on James’ dick.”
“Watch your mouth.”
“He’s not even paying us any attention.” Chad said dismissively. Jared looked over to Alex who was so absorbed in his plate of chicken fingers, fries, and grapes, he may as well had been the only one in the kitchen.
“Still. And why are you so obsessed with turning this thing into a date? I wasn’t one.”
“Jared.” Chad said seriously. “As your bestfriend it is my job to make sure you get laid on a regular basis. I know for a fact that you haven’t gotten any since this whole mess started.”
“And how do you know that?”
Chad gave him an Are you seriously asking that look. “Because it would be in every magazine if you had. This is truly coming from a deep place when I say this. I say you jump ship and swim to the other boat and set sail to the land of dicks.”
“Chad!”
“What?! He’s not even listening!”
“Watch your effing mouth, and no.”
“No?”
“No.”
“Aww come on Jare it’s so much funner on this side.”
“First off. Funner. Not a real word. Second. I like Jensen, but not that much.” Jared rose from the table and placed a quick kiss on Alex’s head.
“But Jared come on it’s perfect. He’s gay right?”
“Bisexual.”
“And you’re pansexual.”
Jared rolled his eyes. “According to you.”
“Date him.”
“No.” Jared said while pulling his shoes back on.
“Jared.”
“What?”
“Date him.”
“No.”
“Jared.” Chad said seriously.
“What!” Jared snapped.
“Please?”
Jared let out a groan. Chad never said please. Like never never. He only heard Chad say please once that he can recall, and it wasn’t even directed at him. He and James had got into a huge argument and James had kicked him out. Chad came over to his house a total wreck. He had called James over and as soon as he walked through the front door Chad was begging to be taken back and saying he was sorry. Asking James to please forgive him. “Why?” Jared asked.
“I want to see you happy. Besides he already knows you’re rich and famous. You made him laugh after all.”
Jared let out a chuckle. “Don’t remind me.”
Jensen had continually cracked jokes about Jared’s grand greeting as they talked and got to know each other. Jared conned Jensen into a few rounds of Tekken 6, which he lost. Just as they finished up their last game Alex walked out and curled up on the couch between Jared and Jensen and watched as they switched to a racing game. Jared got Alex a snack and he ate and continued to watch. Jensen talked about his parents and siblings. About how he swore he would never become a teacher because of the hell he caused in school, but ended up being one anyway. Jared told him about how he majored in physical therapy but he dropped out with only one semester left and never finished. He told Jensen about how he didn’t sleep the first 4 nights Alex was brought home. Not because Alex didn’t sleep, but because he would go to sleep and miss something. Jensen told Jared about how when he finally told his parents that he was bisexual that they let out a breath of relief. They thought he was gay like his brother. They smiled and told him that they were relieved that they didn’t have to rely on Mackenzie for grandkids because they would never have any because she was so mean to people. They talked and laughed until Jensen’s stomach rumbled signaling he was hungry. Jared had made them dinner and they were currently in front of the TV watching Yo Gabba Gabba. Well Alex was watching they were cracking jokes about the show.
Alex held his Sippy Cup in one hand and his other held a cookie that he ignored as soon as the show started. “God. Who’s brilliant idea was it to make a channel that showed nothing but children shows 24/7, with no commercials. I feel my IQ dropping.” Jensen said with a laugh.
“Tell me about it. I’ll be on set some days and find myself randomly saying shapes and colors ‘cause I’m bored.” Jared said with a smile.
“On set?” Jensen asked confused.
“Oh yeah I’m and actor.”
Jensen gave Jared a blank look for a few moments before he burst out laughing. Jared gave him a confused look which only made Jensen laugh even harder. “Oh my god. That has got to be the worse line anyone has ever used to impress me.”
Jared only stared at him in disbelief. “I’m serious.”
Jensen arched an eyebrow and smiled. He smile slowly faded when he realized Jared was serious. “You’re serious.”
“Why would I lie about that?”
Jensen couldn’t help but to burst out into a fit of giggles again. “I don’t know.” He looked down at Alex who was snuggled into Jared’s side. “Is that why he’s so clingy? He doesn’t see you much?”
Jared hesitated. “Y-yeah. He…I just recently got full custody of him. I used to only see him every other weekend and holidays because of my work.”
Jensen’s eyes widened. “Oh my god you’re Jared!!”
Jared gave him an scrutinizing look. “You have no idea who I am do you.”
Jensen gave a wide smile. “Absolutely none whatsoever.”
Jared couldn’t help burst out laughing.
Chad let out a little chuckle as he thought about what Jared told him. “Go memorize your script so I can have Alex for the weekend.” Just as Jared opened the door Chad spoke up. “Ask him out.”
“I’ll think about it.” He said closing the door behind him.
“Thank you!” Chad yelled to the closing door.
****
“Mmmnnhh-J-James.” Chad moaned. He clenched his hands in the sheets in anticipation as James dipped his tongue into his navel. He clamped one hand over his mouth to muffle the deep groan that escaped when James nipped at his inner thigh near his groin. “J-James we can’t.” he gasped out. “A-Alex he’s-ah!” Chad’s legs reflexively flinched shut when James nipped harder. “James!” He whined.
James kissed the teeth marks he left and looked up at his lover. “Alex is sleep, he’s dead to the world until 8 in the morning.”
Chad glanced over at the nanny cam the rested on their beside table and sure enough Alex was sleep, ring and middle finger being sucked gently while Big Bird was held securely in his arm. “Fuck!” The word escaped Chad with a sharp cry when James encased his cock on his mouth. Chad reached one hand down and grasped and tugged gently on short brown strands. His hips moved in slow circles, in sync with James’ sucking motions. “Mnngh. So good.” His fingers twitched and clenched in James’ hair when James ran his tongue over the sensitive head, and a slicked finger pushed past his tight ring of muscle. “Shit James.” Chad’s back arched and he let out a guttural moan.
James moaned around his lovers cock. If his mouth wasn’t so full he would smile at Chad’s responses. He laid his free arm across Chads hip to hold him in place. “James don’t.” James inwardly smiled. He relaxed his throat fully and placed a second finger at Chad’s entrance. “No no no James! Don’t!” James lowered his head. “Please!” He pushed in his second finger and crooked it to push against Chad’s prostate at the same exact time he swallowed around his lover. “Fuck!” Chad’s arms flailed around trying to grab something to hold onto so he could pull away from the overwhelming spike of pleasure, while his hips moved to get closer. James swallowed a second time before slowly pulling off. A few strings of saliva and precome left him connected to Chad before he licked his swollen lips; severing the connection.
“I hate when you do that.” Chad let out in a huff. Face flushed, eyes hardly open.
“You and I both know you love it.” James rasped.
“Shut up and fuck me.”
“For a bottom you’re bossy.”
“James.” Chad exhaled. “I love you. Don’ t make me kill you.” Chad let out a hiss as a third finger was added. Bordering on pain. No matter how often they did this the third finger always hurt. Not excruciatingly so, but enough for it to pull a sound that told he was in pain. James kissed up his thigh, stomach, chest, and neck to finally stop at his lips and instantly swoop his tongue inside for a taste. Chad brought a hand to cup his lovers face and deepen the kiss. James tasted like the S’more’s he had made for him and Alex to share (even though Jared hated that they loaded him up on sugar before bed), while Chad tasted like the Oreo’s he opted for instead. Although, underneath the sweetness, there lied a taste that was undoubtedly their own natural flavor. James removed his fingers and pulled back from the kiss. He opened the lube and squeezed a generous amount onto his palm and he coated himself, pulling hiss of pleasure from his own lips as he stroked. He positioned his cock at Chad’s winking entrance and slowly pushed. He was about a quarter of the way when Chad’s hand reached out and squeezed his thigh, he didn’t stop, knowing it was Chad bracing for the burn that always accompanied his entrance. Once fully sheathed he stopped and leaned over to pepper Chad’s face in comforting kisses. “God.” He gasped out. “Why do you have to be so fucking big.”
“Are you complaining?” James chuckled out.
“No, but one day your giant dick is gonna rip me into fucking two.”
James smiled against Chad’s neck before kissing it. “Can I move?” Chad nodded. James pulled out slowly until he was half way before pushing back in at the same pace. James made a few more thrust before chad made a sound of frustration. He placed both hands on James’ chest and in a burst of unexpected energy and agility he had James on his back and he sat straddling him, cock still buried deep inside. James only arched an eyebrow only slightly surprised by the change of events. Chad smiled down at him, he placed a hand on each of his pecs for balance and began to ride his dick. James’ hands eventually found a way to his hips to help guide his motions.
Moans, gasps, and skin against skin were the only sounds that filled the room. Chads nails dug into the flush beneath his hands and his legs began to tremble. His aching dick slapped against his own stomach and James’s abs as he rode with abandon. “Fuck James.” Chad let out a groan before he braced his forearms on either side of James’s head and let James fuck into him rapidly. “Fuckfuckfuckfuck Jamie!” He buried his face in the crook of his lover’s neck. “Baby please.” Chad begged. “Pleasepleasepleaseplease.” Chad rocked back into the thrusts. “I need to come so fucking bad. Make me come.” Chad whispered hotly into his lovers ear. James pulled out of chad, ignore the whimper of protest, and moved chad so that he was on all fours.
James swiftly reentered his lover and fucked him viciously. Chad’s arms quickly gave out and he moaned continuously into the sheets. “Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shitshitshit. Jamie…James I’m gonna come. I’m gonna fucking come.” James pulled Chad up so he was sitting in lap, facing away and fucked him with short hard thrusts. One of Chads hands reached behind him to grab onto James’ hair and the other lied on top of the hand clamped tightly to his waist. “Just like that. Fuck me just like that.” Chad let out a moan and clenched his eyes shut. “Shit, fuck, fucking shit. I’m coming. Oh fuck I’m coming!” Chad’s fingers grabbed on tightly to their captives, his eyes clenched shut, and his toes curled. His body trembled as thick ropes of white coated his stomach and sheets. Although he was hardly coherent he knew James hadn’t come. “Come on James. Fuck me. Come in my ass. You know you want to. Fuck me and come inside.” He said hotly. “Come on baby I want ot so much. So fucking much.” James took in a sharp breath and came with a grunt and a curse.
Chad fell to the bed with a contented smile on his face. He pulled a face at the feel of James pulling out and the squelching sound that was made when he pulled out. “Why didn’t you wear a condom.” Chad whined.
“So I could do this.” James lifted Chads hips and pulled his cheeks apart. He looked in fascination at the abused puffy pucker with come dribbling out. He licked his lips in anticipation before he deled in and licked at his prized. Chad let out a gasp of surprise and moaned. James secured his lips around the hole and sucked out his own essence. He pulled the cheeks further apart and delved his tongue inside. Chad’s cock twitched in interested before he let out a whimper and reached behind him blindly and pulled roughly at James’ hair.
“Enough.” He gasped.
“I wasn’t done.” James said in mild agitation.
“Well I am. I can’t take anymore.” Chad said with a smile as he snuggled into the sheets. James only laughed before he cuddled into his little spoon to dose off. James woke up in the middle of the night to the sound of the door creaking open. He cracked his eyes open to see Alex standing silently in the doorway. James scooted closer to the edge and lifted the blankets up, letting Alex know he could get in. Alex ran to the bed and James lifted him up and slid him over to the middle. James was lucky he had decided to change the bedding, clean up, and pull on some sleep pants and convinced Chad to do the same. Alex snuggled into James’ chest as Chad woke up and moved closer to them. He lifted his hand up and ran his fingers through Alex’s hair. “Your dad is going to kill me about having you sleep with us when you have your own room.” Chad whispered. Alex only snuggled into his surrounding warmth and let darkness surround him.
****
Jared was reading his lines as he ran on the elliptical, and Alex was crawling around on the floor with his train set when his blue tooth beeped in his ear signaling a call, he pushed the button to accept the call. “Whoever you are make it quick.”
“It’s Sophia.”
“Yeah?”
“You’re supposed to be meeting me.”
“No I’m not. I’m supposed to meet you till next week.”
“Well there’s been a change of plans. I need you to meet me now.”
“Look I can’t I have Alex.”
“Bring him.”
“Sophia I can’t I have plans.”
“Cancel them. Meet me. Bring Alex. Now.”
The line went dead and Jared turned off the machine with a groan. Mumbling about pushy lawyers and demanding women.
****
It had been two weeks since Jensen had first hung out with Jared. Since then they had called texted on a regular basis, and hung out a few more times. It made Jensen feel as if he were a teenager in high school again. He was on his way to a Café to meet Danneel when he passed a magazine rack. He bought an US magazine for Danneel. He was half a block from the Café when he decided to look at what he bought. His steps faltered and his eyes widened as he read the title. Jared Padalecki Gay? There was a picture of Jared on the cover but it was obvious it wasn’t an in studio picture. It was a picture of him and Jensen walking down the street laughing. He yanked the magazine open to the little blurb that was found in the table of contents.
“Actor Jared Padalecki has been spotted recently with and unknown male on outings with his son. It appears that the unknown male may be a potential love interest. The first appearance of the unknown male was roughly two weeks ago. Witnesses have reported Jared opening the door in the buff to greet his guest. A few days later Jared and the man are spotted walking down the street with the Little Padalecki holding both their hands and smiling as they walk down the street. It seems despite the fact that Jared is due in court in a few months for a custody and abuse case he can find happiness.”
Jensen read the passage in total awe he flipped to the page where the full article was held. There was a picture of Jared opening the door the first time they hung out, thankfully there was a shrub in the way to cover the important bits but the huge smile on Jensen’s face could be taken the wrong way if you didn’t know the context of the photo. There was a picture of when they took Alex for a walk just to get out of the house because Jared had to walk the dogs. Jensen had Sadie, Jared had Harley, and Alex held one of each of their hands and walked between them down the street. Alex was only holding both of their hands because he refused to walk otherwise. And there was one picture when Jared and he had lied down on an old blanket at the park and were stargazing and drinking a few bears. Alex was spending the weekend with his God father.
“We aren’t dating!” He snapped. He shut the magazine and walked briskly and angrily to the café. He whipped out his phone and angrily dialed Jared’s number. “Call me.” He said sharply for his voicemail. He looked at the magazine he held angrily in his hand before tossing it away. “We aren’t dating!” He yelled angrily.
Chapter 5
MASTERPOST
Chapter 3
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A/N: Okay so here’s chapter 4. I hope you liked it. And a continuation of the above author note, if you see something that’s obviously wrong PLEASE let me know.